i think it's about time i have to do my "i'm sorry" post... hehe i owe this to those who still find themselves visiting my blog (feel na feel ko na marami kayo noh? haha!), specially friends from BC Bloggers, because despite my blog standby i still try to keep my existence felt in the weekly Commex, thus you guys still end up here with my 2wks old of blogposts and nothing much to comment anymore... :D hehe... :-)
so yeah, im soooo sorry.... :-(
it's been 3weeks since i found out i'm having baby no.2... and despite my "im tough" behavior, this 2nd pregnancy is draining soooo much of my energy... how? i don't know exactly... i always feel fatigued and in need of sleep... so during sleep time for pao at night i also end up snoring as well. I don't get up to do the usual things i do before going to sleep, and that includes keeping this blog breathing... for 3weeks sleep is my only routine at night... no more blogtime... i just hope it won't be like this for the rest of the 7months before THE day... :-)
indeed no 2 pregnancies are the same... :-) i'm still adjusting with this one, i initially thought it would be easier this time because i've already gone through the first without so much stress... i'm becoming more maarte about a lot of things... which shocks me too, because i always try not to cause any inconvenience to anyone but now sometimes i think i do... specially to the hubby who needs to stretch his patience some more now hihihi... :D i feel bad a lot of times thinking im causing anybody to do an extra effort for me... and to my little boy who loves to be carried but mommy sometimes have to say "no" because he's too heavy now i always end up with a very uncomfortable backpain... :-(
sigh... i've turned into a maarte and emotional freak now... i just hope it's because im having a girl... hehe fingers crossed!!!
oh well, this should have been a quick post but looks like i've said so much already... :D i'm pretty sure i will still be sleeping at least 10hours everyday for the next month, but i hope i'll find a way to update this blog still... :-) i'll be more of a lurker now i suppose... until i'll find a good rhythm to maintain my online life, playing with my boy, crazy yearend work, and trying to be comfortable while growing another baby inside me... :-) and i hope you guys won't still tire coming over... :-)